The bitch is gone, having packed up her bag with all of the garments of shame and self pity and guilt. I sent a few things along with her this morning as well, like self-hatred and the need to control and the belief that I am not worth loving. I hope it is heavy for her, I hope that she feels beleaguered with the weight of all of the things she has left with me when she has come to visit over the years. I just don’t have time for her today. And if by chance we meet that woman who is grief on the side of the road, I think-well, I don’t think we will need to stop to see if she needs help. For today, I am done carrying any burdens that aren’t mine to carry.
Our car is packed and ready, the boys adorned with cowboy hats and sunscreen and excitement. We have fishing licenses and food, books and pillows and fine music to listen to on the way. I am going to be kind and loving, because this stuff ? Memories in the making. And they will be good.
I will see you all on Sunday. Many many thanks to every one of you who help fill up the holes in my patched and broken heart.
Have a wonderful time!! 🙂
~K
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I hope your trip is fantastic. Thanks for your comment on my post last night. I almost cried.
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Oh, good. I’m so glad that bitch hit the road. Have a very good time with the kiddies! Take some pics for us!
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Ahh Kori – good on you for sending that ole bitch packin.
Enjoy yourself this weekend – you SOOO deserve it. Can’t wait to hear all about it!!
(And maybe, just MAYBE, I will have baby news for you when you get back **fingers crossed**)
((((hugs)))
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Vaya con Dios, Korita.
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Oh, Kori, how wonderful! I am so happy for you and I hope you have the best memory making weekend ever!
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Have a great time and if there’s a puddle close by, feel free to splash that lady by the road.
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That stuff DOES make the very best memories. And, if you see her on the side of the road you should run through a puddle and splash her a little ;). Have fun!
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Have a wonderful time!
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It’s always good to boot that bitch. Let her carry that shit herself.
Have a wonderfilled time.
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brilliant, just gorgeous.
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Good for you! Hope you have an amazing fun filled relaxing weekend!
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Yay! You didn’t need that bitch hanging around anyways.
Enjoy.
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I’m glad she’s gone. I hope you have/are having/had a WONDERFUL vacation.
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