It isn’t that I don’t have anything to say, it is that I have too much to say, and no way to put it all in writing without sounding like some kind of a lunatic. More than usual, I mean. I am here, trust me, and alive, and there are good things happening in the midst of yet one more family crisis. This alone is tremendous progress for me in that I can still very much see the sweetness and blessings of life, rather than get sucked into the negative. Well, for this MOMENT anyway! But rest assured, I am here, I am reading all of you lovely people and thinking of you, and this all will make sense someday-RIGHT?